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One Kiss (First Kiss Pt. 2) [ft. Gela Solis]
Around this time of the month, I always end up a bit teary-eyed. This song was written for someone incredibly special to me. Even though I don’t mean anything to that person now, there’s still that hope I kinda cling on to. Happy would’ve been 5 months bebs.
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John:
I remember last December, you said that you were cold
I lent out my hand to hold
You were my sunshine, babe you were all mine
How come this time of year you’re no longer here?What happened to the love songs dedicated to me?
How come you got another man when I know it should be
Me in your arms, me in your heart
Can we take this end back to the start?Duet:
I know I act like I hate you but I know that I’d still date you
But do you need me like I need you?
They all try to take your place but you just can’t be replaced
I know I’m a mess, but can you grant my request?Chorus:
Let me borrow one kiss, make me feel like how we did before
I hate the reality that you ain’t mine no more
Borrow one kiss reminisce on what we had
I ain’t to proud to beg baby, yes I got it bad
Missing when you touched me like this, hugged me like that
Kiss me baby I want you so bad
Missing when you touched me like this, hugged me like that
Kiss me baby I want it all backGela:
I recall when you made me fall, yes I hesitated
But you wait and waited
Together for a while, I’m still in denial
That it’s done tried to move on but these feelings just ain’t goneWhat happened to the happy ending that you promised me?
Don’t you know that in your arms is where I’m happy?
I know it’s bad to use him ‘cause he just ain’t you
But you won’t admit it so what the hell do I do?Duet:
You see I gotta let you know I should’ve never let you go
How am I supposed to grow when my heart is with you?
I know that I messed real bad
But I just want you back
Is it too late? This love’s too great
I hate that I can’t hate you.
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You took her for granted, when she needed you to be there for her, you weren’t. At one point she would feel like she was happy, then at another she would cry because of the shit you put her through. Maybe she just feels like letting go, but her love for you keeps her holding on because she’s willing to endure and take the pain for you, but you won’t do the same. You tend to neglect her and at times you take her kindness for granted, she loved you like no other, only for you to turn around and play her for a fool. She gave you her trust only to have you lie to her, when she leaves, you want her back. You never showed her the love she deserves, you didn’t respect her needs because you were busy thinking of your own. All she really asked for is for you to be there for her, she wanted for you to assure her that you wouldn’t leave her, even when she gets mad or when she gets sad, she wanted to be with you, but you went and fucked up. Treasure her while you have her, not when you see another guy doing the job you should of been doing all along.
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Relationships are all about give and take: sacrifices and selflessness. Most people don’t realize this because to them, relationships are all about what they can get out of the relationship, how the other person makes them happy, how they have someone to kiss and hold. But relationships aren’t that easy. No, everything has a price. If you’re all about yourself in a relationship, you might be happy, but your significant other won’t be. I think it’s important to always be concerned with what your significant other wants. What’s going to make them happy? Chances are, they’ll want to be treated the same way they’ve been treating you.
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When a guy cheats on you, you get mad at the girl. You’re ready to rip her head off. You tell your friends that you can’t wait to get ahold of her. “She destroyed your relationship. She knew he has a girlfriend, but she did it anyway. He wouldn’t have done anything if she didn’t make the first move.” You convince yourself that he was just weak under pressure. So he caved and gave into the temptation. But you’ll never forgive her.
You know this happens. The other girl gets blamed. You’re mad at your boyfriend, but instead of completely breaking up with him, you put him in relationship time-out. You don’t talk to him. You don’t return his phone calls. Once he has proven himself and you’re convinced that he has learned his lesson, you soften up to him. He now realizes how important you are to him, and he knows he can’t live without you. So you give him a second chance.
Girl, you are lying to yourself. You didn’t teach him how valuable you are, you taught him that he can cheat and get away with it. You showed him he can cheat on you, blame the other girl, and let you be mad for a little while, but you’ll get back together with him once he convinces you he has learned his lesson. It’s a great scam for guys. They just have to let a girl talk herself into believing her own lie. Besides, if a guy really likes you, he wouldn’t allow himself to be stolen by other girls in the first place.
Sorry for what? For leaving me hanging? For making me think that I was special? For coming into my life, make such a big impact on it, and expect me to just accept the fact that you walked away and made it look so easy? You’re sorry? Well you know what? Thank You. Thank you so much for showing me not everything in life is permanent. For opening my eyes and showing me what it means to love someone so much and get hurt just as much.